Some days you do go backwards and you think " I should have stayed in bed" but if you did stay in bed then you just would have gohn backwards the next day. It's like trying to avoid the future . It just happens an you just gotta take it on the chin. Some times shit can't progress without a little reverse action. Fuck me that's quite deep.
Very profound dude!! You're right though, if it don't go wrong today, it'll go wrong tomorrow, 'cos you'd do the same thing anyway, that's (hopefully) how you learn, and it'll go right the next time, maybe, or summat like that!! To the bar!!